In Loving Memory Kalei Jasmine Holizki January 23, 1985 – August 20, 2001 “My Sweetie Pie, today marks eight years since you died. There has been much change this past year. I no longer ask the question, “Why did you have to die?” Nor do I ask God for a miracle and your return. Deep in my soul, I finally understand He cannot bring you back. I have also learned asking “why” does not matter for there is no answer…..
When I was asked to post my first official Forever Kalei’s Mom blog, it was suggested I begin with the question – why am I sharing my story? When I sat down to write my mind drew a blank. Not because I did not know the answer, but because I was thrown a bit by the realization that no one ever asks me that question. Why not? I think they believe they already know the answer. Invariably, when I tell…..